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a place to begin his destinations.
the name's Zach. agree? :]

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NAME ZACH
ORIENTATION GAY
DREAMS A WONDERFUL STAFF
ENJOYS SINGING FRIENDS TO FRIENDS



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Past

a million ways of loving you.
waiting,
a past is in me. and now it's not going good.
convenient relationship. ouch!
desperation of buffet :)
discreet juggles.
we're once a soldier in gay o rama !
switch
multi shots of shooters?
plenty of irresponsible.


a million ways of loving you.
Sunday, October 10, 2010

HEY BLOGGERS ! <3

seems like love is quite a pain in the ass yeah!?

well, a tip of advice....

never gave up hope on your presence of his love!!!

"cause if braveness won over our heart, we can get what we want with ease."

for my opinion;

i got rejected.
*that doesn't mean i have to stop thinking about him*

it was heart dropping.

but no matter what, we will try to give each other a chance. ahhh~

i'm trying my best to love you,
and i hope you gave me your beautiful heart to mine.


I LOVE YOU.

your friend and your lover,

Zachary Hawkins.


12:43 AM |
waiting,
Wednesday, October 6, 2010


Hey bloggers!

recent post,
i know i can be very outdated sometime.

*sorry*

founding someone is not like fishing rare fishes in the sea.
and after that, we ate it.

in my terms of relationship. i care for their health,
lifestyle, and love.

my affection towards the lover;
(if you're reading this)

i really have a strong feelings for you!!!
please give me some chance to show you, which i already confessed to you.

"we're like dynamite meets the eye of perfectionist"

*i'm not so sure what does that means*

ANYWAYS....


to 1909,

i love you so much.


ODD.


your friend and your lover,

Zachary Hawkins.


6:44 AM |
a past is in me. and now it's not going good.
Sunday, October 3, 2010

hey dearest bloggers....


MIA, i know. so sorry for the lost.

anyways, RAYA is over!!!!!

and i got myself stuck in the life of a jobless person. xD

at least, i'm trying hard to earn something.

i love you. [topic one]

a painful reality.
a life of unbrave trust.
a geological life where i have to move on to a better place.

relationships [topic two]

je'taime.

hey you out there;

smile upon your long lasting relationship,

'cause life's getting ugly and depressing.

don't play around with love, cause that's not a game.

IT'S A LIVE HACKER!


your friend & your lover,

Zachary Hawkins.


12:01 AM |
convenient relationship. ouch!
Saturday, August 21, 2010

natural disaster!

rain does comes when you don't need them...

my car nearly skid today morning. felt very, very cautious about it.

desperation with me is all i can say.




10:09 AM |
desperation of buffet :)
Friday, August 20, 2010

HEY !

not much time to say but...


WOULD ANYONE OF YOU OUT THERE WOULD WANNA JOIN ME AS A FRIENDLY DATE ?
IT'S LOCATED IS ROYAL POLO CLUB.

THIS IS AN INVITATION BY THE BAIDURI BANK, AND...

i was thinking of bringing a friend ... (only one!)

xoxo

call me or tag me in Face Book!


Zachary Hawkins.




1:53 AM |
discreet juggles.
Thursday, August 19, 2010

HELL O!

ahh, the days has gone by, and i'm fulfilling my dreams.

but wait, WHAT DREAMS?

i still wanna be like betty, she's awesome.

and in the same time, i wanna be like marc too! bitch!

as for today's drama; it happens that i'm not heading to work.

WHY?

seems like i have something big to show. but not at the moment.
all in all, only god knows what is happening, and some people that needs to know. (parents)
counter attack! wait, errrr....



"i think i wanna be in a relationship but i can't."

HOW DO I EXPRESS THAT?

i'm not happy with my life actually. i need to regain something which i'm not aware of all these years of living. and instead, i made my whole family disappointed! life can be dull at times.

anyways, now that it's not over. what should i do?

your friend and your lover,

Zachary Hawkins


5:47 AM |
we're once a soldier in gay o rama !
Wednesday, August 18, 2010


HEY GAY PEOPLE!

i can't stop posting lame blogs.

what came across my mind is this!!!

LOOK DOWN!

how awesome right?

it might soon be me. aihhh!


xoxo


7:33 PM |
switch

time has gone by. i've been stuck in Baiduri. oh yes, i know i should be grateful to have a very awesome pay in the bank, but to me, it ain't about pay.... it's experience. where can i find a place to suit me the best? anyone out there? heeee.


i know i like to brag sometimes, but that's me. the original me. no switching bodies and specially attitude. x

DAYS GONE BY....

WHERE ARE YOU CURRENTLY?

seems like i miss him so much. yeah, who's him?!

fuck it, i don't give a damn, it's all about silence relationship!

it's like messing around with Rihanna's hairdo. x

BYE!

your friend and your lover,

Zachary Hawkins.


7:24 PM |
multi shots of shooters?

Hey peeps!

multi shooting stars of blood? oh yes! that girl reminds me of Freddy Krueger.

actual story; had a several shots of syringe upon my right and left arms. that girl really doesn't care that i'm afraid of needle. (a proof to say i'm healthy from drugs)

anyways, finally a gorgeous 'he' came and saved my life from that bitch!!!!


a good THANK YOU for the handsome one!

your friend and your lover,

Zachary Hawkins.




7:20 PM |